i hate my life, everything but my family, i love my family
they keep me smiling when i think about everything but them
it's funny how people hate me for no reason what so ever. what
did i ever do ? If you hate me then hate me but think about it
what's there to hate about when i did nothing to you. But really
i thank GOD that i have my family to keep me laughing and smiling
everytime, even when i fight with them, i still love them. it's called
never ending love, loves them even when they are no longer there,
loves them even when they annoy you, loves them because they keep
me happy. There's nothing else that keeps me happy but them. I love
my family. If i were to die at this every second. who would be crying ?
who would be sad ? who would not care ? who knows ? all i know is that
i'll be thinking about my family while i'm in spirit with them, thinking about
how they were there with me even when i wasn't even born.
But my real problem is who are my REAL friends ? i don't even know, it's hard not having a friend to lean on, a friend to tell every problem you have in life, a friend that will always be there for you, a friend that trust you, a friend to care about, a friend that will forgive you even if it was wrong, a friend that will love you no matter what kind of person you are, a friend that doesn't leave you alone on a bench with tears on your face, a friend that doesn't want you crying in tears broken hearted, a friend that will stay with you even if everyone is gone, a friend that just wants to be your friend and not fake it like the others. It's just really hard not having a friend, a REAL friend.
-ramosr
i can't believe this is happening to me